21 December 2010

Too many things

Sorry for not opening you for so long~ I haven't have the mood to blog yet. Maybe when the timing's right, i will update more things here... ;)

Anyway, I shopped for my CNY clothes yesterday with mum. Bought 1 shirt, 1 pants, and 1 skirt at Superhero. And they gave me a free shirt for spending RM300 and above. After that, we bought 2 shirts for dad at Parkson, then another blouse for me and 1 pants for mum! It was a happy shopping day. =D

I saw it! I saw it! I saw it! Although i knew it long long time ago, but i still can't let go it......... T.T

22 November 2010

Penang, 17/11/2010

17/11/2010 - Birthday Celebration

Mine, my cousin's and my uncle's brithdays fall on November. So we celebrated birthday together today. I reached Qbm at 12.15pm and we had lunch at Sakae Sushi in the mall. After that, we went to Neway Karaoke to sing for 3 hours! =) Well, i still prefer Red Box because of their better system and service. At night, my grandma made grilled chicken wing, friend noodles, salad and jelly. While we bought pizza on our way home from Qbm. :D



20/11/2010 - Hard Rock Hotel

Me and my family checked into Hard Rock Hotel, Penang on Saturday for 1 night. Before that, i heard that the hotel is nice and unique, with a common swimming pool outside each room on ground floor. Meaning, you can just jump into the swimming pool from the room's balcony, if you are staying on ground floor. It sounds interesting to me. =)

We departed from home at 10am and reached there around 11am. But only 1 room is ready, so we headed to the room and changed into our swimming suits and jumped into the swimming pool! ;) The most exciting thing is, my grandfather even joined us in the pool! Woohoo! Later that, we went to the kids pool as there are slides there. OMG. That was a memorable scene! A 70-year-old grandfather sliding with his grandchildren?! Should have took a picture of it! XD We swam for 1 hour and got up for lunch at the lobby. =) Then, they continued to swim, while i bathed and applied my mask in the room and watch them swim. =D




After that, we went out for dinner at a Western Restaurant. The restaurant is nicely decorated with both indoor and outdoor dining. It is spacious and i love that restaurant very much. However, my grandparents found their food tasteless. LOL. But i think it was ok for me. After dinner, we went and walked around the street. I don't feel quite comfortable walking there because it was dark and the sellers are kind of over proud or whatever. Which makes me feel uneasy... =S We got back to the hotel at 9pm, played UNO and start to sleep at 10pm. BUT, there was a band performing in the lobby. Super Loud! I only managed to sleep after the performance. @.@



The next morning, we woke up at 8am! OMG, that's late! We ordered room service for breakfast and jumped into the swimming pool again after breakfast! =) My youngest cousin did not get to swim this time because she had a flu... Aww so sad... But she went and played at the Kids Club. We checked out around 11.45am and went and eat chicked rice for lunch. I still prefer the chicken rice and "chai boey" at island glades. That's my favourite! =) And that is how i spent my weekend. Exciting yet memorable. <3

I am the only child

Being the only child in a family is both an advantage and a disadvantage. When friends know that i am the only child, their reaction are almost similar. "Wa, you are having 100% of your parents love huh?" or like the chinese saying goes "a yellow little flower grown in greenhouse". But when i was young, honestly, i don't quite like to be seen differently as the only child. Because i feel they are treating me differently, as in, they will say something good and feel jealous or something like that. So i wish i had a brother or sister in the past.

As years pass by, i start to take it as a positive thing. If i had a brother or sister, who is going to share things with me, i don't think i would be as happy as i feel now. Parents budget will be lesser, they will look after my sibling/s while looking after me... ... I sometimes even think that i will be sitting all alone if i don't feel loved. Bla bla bla. And one more thing, no one is here to compete with me, and my results won't be compared with others! :D

Haha. Looking at the scenario now. My two cousins. 1 in standard 6, and 1 in standard 3 next year. The elder one is hardworking and she finally got into the first class. While the younger one is lazier and less focus and she did not get good results and went into the second class. Her parents were quite upset on her performance and they rewarded my elder cousin. Of course, the younger one will be unhappy to see this. And everyone in the family, especially my grandma is talking about it all the time. =S See, that's 1 disadvantage of having a sibling.

Another story, my aunt decided to buy a PSP or whatever thing for both of their birthday present. So they went to this shop and my aunt bought 1 for my younger cousin for her birthday present. My elder cousin did not get 1 because she wanted a different model. So their parents and my grandparents were saying that she didn't deserve the present because she didn't get good results. The same old story again... And today, my elder cousin got her present and it's a better model one. From her body language, i know that she's jealous. Extremely jealous. Firstly, she didn't want to follow her sister to purchase the present, secondly, she kept on emphasizing on her present's strength and her sister's present's weakness. Although i am not a psychologist, but from this small little reactions, i know her! ;)

Alright, the conclusion is, i prefer being the only child now. As long as i have good friends that i can talk to and they are willing to listen to me, i am happy. =)

04 November 2010

Is it because of me??

Everytime when i see or hear that, tears start to roll down my face. I am really upset about it and i really want to know whether i am the root of the problem. I think i am. I really do... Just yesterday, while i was doing my revision, "tragedy" strikes! I do not like to see any conflicts between both of you. Although it is essential to speak things out, but i would rather it to be done in my absence. At least i am clueless about it. Nevertheless, i heard everything. My heart is in pain.
Does the problem exist because of me?? If i wasn't here, will you face that problem and be unhappy?? Will you be happier and stay in peace without me being here?? T.T
There was once where i thought of going to some place, where both of you could not find me. But my friend said i am not being a good and responsible child like this. Or going away before both of you, then there will not be any problems you're facing right now. My friend, again, said, i am being selfish here. So the solution??

I remembered you saying that if i am happy, you will be happy. But do you know what makes me happy? It's when i see the loveliness between both of you...



16 September 2010

Trip Updates

8/8/2010 - Carey Island



There is "Nothing" in Carey Island, but the blog post about it just attracted and interested my mum so much that she suggested us to take a trip there. =.= But the seafood there was nice and cheap! ;)

16/9/2010 - Seremban


Dad spotted this Pasar Besar Seremban place in the Star newspaper and suggested to have breakfast there because the food looks yummy. =) The hakka noodle and beef noodle were supposed to be very famous and delicious, even a Seremban-ian told us that they are the best in Malaysia. Lol. Well, the hakka noodle's texture was not bad, but it tastes normal. Personally, i do not like beef, so i don't quite like the beef noodle. But dad said it was normal too. The minced pork noodle (the one i ordered XD) was quite delicious! ^_^ After our breakfast, we went and do some marketing. Mum was so excited because the vege, fish, and meat there were fresh and cheap. Lol. After that, we went and look for the famous "Siew Pau" and Cendul. Nice~ =D And that's our morning!

19/9/2010 - IOI Palm Garden Hotel & Hilton Iketeru

Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to MUMMY,
Happy birthday to you! =D
Dad has booked a room at IOI Palm Garden Hotel, inclusive of dinner and breakfast for 3 to celebrate mum's BIG day! =) As for lunch, we had japanese buffet at Hilton Iketeru restaurant. Hope mum enjoyed her birthday.

- The couple -
30/9/2010 - RedBox, Gurney Plaza

Finally, i have a chance to meet up with my darlings... I waited the arrival of this day for so long. So excited when meeting them!!! =DDD We had lunch at KimGary (again... thanks to Ms Lim!) and then sang for 3 hours at RedBox. Whow! I didn't know RedBox in Gurney has became so nice and classy. They shifted to 7th floor and renovated the rooms. I really enjoyed my day with my darlings and would like to thank them so much for their willingness to meet up with me despite their busy day with loads of homeworks and revision. You are the best! <3


29 August 2010

Penang 2010-08-27

Friday was a public holiday! Dad had an appointment in Penang on that day. So, i get to go back to Penang too!!!!! Weeee  =D. The first thing i wanted when i am in Penang was the corn in cup and muar chee at island glades. I went there several times the last time i was in Penang, but the uncle said the corn hasn't arrived yet. And this time, finally, i get to eat my corn in cup!!!!! =D





Sorry for the lousy photography skill... (because i do not have a pro camera!)

I had chicken rice and chai boey from island glades for lunch once we reached home. Grandma bought it back for us. Yummy Yummy. =P And then corn in cup and muar chee for tea; char kuey kak and lor bak for dinner. However, i wasn't that satisfied with the dinner though... The next morning, dad went and bought wan tun mee for breakfast, while i ate some kueh bought by grandma while waiting for dad... XD Grandpa treated us lunch at Ichiyo, the usual Japanese restaurant that we used to go. After lunch, we headed back to KL again. Such a fast weekend... But i think i'll be going back again in September to enjoy more things in Penang. =D

12 August 2010

A little burst of inspiration

I eventually spotted a small tiny book titled "A little burst of inspiration" in the library just now. So, i am here to share a few stories inside this tiny little book. =)

1. Everything in life happens for a reason

It was an ordinary and peaceful Sunday morning filled with delightful childish laughter. Angela was washing some dishes in the kitchen, while her husband Tim was lounging on his favourite chair, reading newspaper, whilst the girls were frolicking around him. Although they were both 4 years old, but Carol was a lot smaller than their daughter, Emily, as she was born with heart problems. Angela watched them fondly and never once did she imagine that this blissfully happy scene could change in an instant with tragic consequences. Tim died. He was leaping into the road to save Carol, who was chasing after a bouncing ball, and then knocked by a bus. Angela felt guilty and thinks that it is not worth it to risk his life for someone else's child who is already sick and may die any day soon. She was bothered by it for 10 years. She was bitter and angry at Tim for making that decision because it meant leaving her and Emily to leave without him, although she was also proud of his heroism. Later then, Emily was diagnosed with an eye disease and would be left blind unless a donor could be found. Exactly at the same time, Carol passed away from her heart ailment and donated her corneas to Emily. This was the answer to Tim's death, Angela realised. She now understands that everything in life happens for a reason and one has to accept it and let go.

2. Control your anger

A man had just bought himself an expensive new sports car and was pround of the car. He looked after his new prize with a passion. One day, he entered his garage to polish his car. To his horror, his son was scrubbing the car with a wire brush, leaving deep and damaging scratches on his car. The man was furious. He flew into an uncontrollable rage. He grabbed the boy's hand, which had inflicted the damange to his most prized possession and pummelled them to a pulp. Only once he had calmed down did he realise the extent of his son's injuries and immediately rushed him to the hospital. All of his son's fingers had been smashed to a pulp, leaving no other option but amputation. When the boy woke up, he said:" I'm sorry daddy. It was supposed to be a Father's Day surprise. I wanted to finish cleaning before you got there but..... When will my fingers grow back so i can fix your car for you?" This man had lost a lifetime of happiness. His car could be fixed but his son could not be. It is with anger, which so often leaves a wound that may never heal, doing irrepairable damage. His son was in fact the most valuable thing, not his car, but he realised this too late. So, think before you act!

3. Practice unconditional love

It was the end of second world was. A young soldier, or more accurately a mere boy was excited about returning home to the love of his parents. His parents would also be waiting for him with open arms that saved him from despair. He excitedly called his parents to let them know he was coming home. His parents were relieved and happy. "There's just one thing i need from you", said the boy. "Anything son!", answered is parents. "I'd like to bring someone home with me" "Well, of course you can, we'd love to meet him." "Dad, but there's something you should know about my freind. He risked his life to save someone and was badly injured. He's in pretty bad shape. He lost his legs and an arm and has nowhere else to go." "That's terrible son, you can't expect us to take him in. He requires great deal of attention and financial support and he would be a burden on us too. I'm sure there are various charity organisations that may help him. Why don't you just come on home? I'm sure your friend will work something out. We just want our old son back..." And the line suddenly went dead. The following day, the boy's parents received another call, knowing that their son has passed away. They rushed to the military headquarters to identify their son and claim his body. Their son's superior officer came to pay his condolences and said :" Your son was so brave that he risked his life to save a friend and was hurt badly. He seemed to be recovering well but i don't know why he ended it like this." The boy shot himself. It was a suicide. The "friend" their son had spoken of, was in fact himself...

03 August 2010

Tolerance

No one's life is perferct from the day of birth till the day of death. Everyone faces difficulties, problems, conflicts, downturns and various sorts of obsacles in life. These obstacles are the ones that help us grow and improve, making us a better person to face the world. However, it is also important that we know the way to deal with the obstacle effectively without hurting ourselves and others too.

Family matters. Being born in a big family, it is difficult to not face any conflicts between one another, UNLESS, all of the family members do not talk! In a book named "You can heal your life" written by Louise Hay (OK, not Louis Koo XP), it is stated that we choose our parents. The lessons that we learn are actually strength and weaknesses of our parents. We learn that particular lessons for out spiritual evolution. So if you have had an argument or a fight with your parents or other family members, don't blame them, because blaming them is equal to blaming ourselves who have made that decision of being born in our family.

Sometimes, a simple event or incident might eventually burst into a big serious argument or fight. This might be due to a wrong way of structuring our words. For example, in order to ask our siblings to be quiet, one might say "SHUT UP!", but one can also say "can you please lower down your volume?". They both mean the same, which is to order another person to be quiet, but the attitudes portrayed are different. And if another party could not stand that attitude, there it goes... BOMB! >.< So, try to restructure words into a nice order to avoid uneccessary unhappiness. Tolerate with one another to result in a win-win situation.

My words for you, yea, both of you:

I know that this is a BIG issue for both of you, but just don't blame each other about whose fault was it. Accept it and fight for the right, TOGETHER. Unity is strength! Don't let outside things affect the proximate relationship between both of you. Although it's just seen as an argument, but apart from both of you, it may affect third parties as well, especially the younger ones. You wouldn't want them to see you unhappy or immitate your actions in future right? So no matter what happens, don't say something that you know will end up in a BIG argument. Try to begin or continue the conversation with love and care, and not with the mindset that "I have to win!". I really don't hope to see the down and unhappy emotions on both of your faces. That's not family, but enemies. Time will heal it, but both of you must also do something to solve the issue. Although i can't help solve that problem, but i will always be here to support!
Loves~

26 July 2010

Year 1 Sem 2

It's the second week of semester 2!!!! Readings, homeworks and assignments are coming already!!!!! Oh Gosh! 我真系接受唔到咯!!! I really need 2 plan and manage my time well in order 2 achieve a HD for the subjects. After attending the first week of lecture, below are my comments on each of the subjects XD:

Business law: I thought it would be boring, but to my surprise, it was quite interesting. =)
Money and capital markets: What a difficult subject!!! The lecture just went into my left ear and flew out from my right ear. @.@
Marketing: Interesting subject! =D
Macroeconomics: Bored bored bored! Zzzz..... The lecturer is far worse than Dr. Wong! Lol.

Why like that??? 我真系接受唔到咯!!!

So, the question now is "how can i play my part well in order to improve understanding on the lectures, so that at least, i won't get blur, and furthermore if possible, to score a HD!?" The answer is...... study study study and do do do! =.= Yea, i am going to (owh, i wish to...) study before and after every lecture and complete my tutorial homework weekly!

I just finish my money and capital tutorial homework for tomorrow, 8am. It was so damn difficult to understand as they are all facts. OMG! 我真系接受唔到咯!!! But at least i've tried my best to complete 95% of it... Haiz... Better start scheduling my time now to prepare for assignments and exams. If i don't score well, 如果我考不到HD的话,我真系接受唔到咯!!! XD

(You must be wondering why i'de used the phrase "我真系接受唔到咯" so often. Haha. I learnt that from HandelaBaby. XP)

05 July 2010

其实你不懂我的心

你曾试过被人重伤的感觉吗?你是否尝试过那滋味? 知道后,又怎样?你能和别人分享吗?你可以告诉别人吗?可以告诉谁?有没有人肯听你说?有没有人肯相信你?这种伤心后只能收在心里的感觉,我最清楚。有时真的很想告诉别人,一个人就好了,可是能告诉谁呀?谁愿意听我说?谁又愿意一边听我说,一边看着我哭。要是我真的找到这个人了,我会告诉他事情的发生吗?我真的会吗?我可以跨越那一步,容许我自己把自己最不开心的一面献给他们吗?
回头想想,不高兴时来向我诉说的朋友还满多的。需要安慰、鼓励、方向的朋友,我都会一一的帮助他们。每一次都是真心的希望他们不再执著于某个点,可以看开一些,因为毕竟"是非成败转头空,青山依旧在,几度夕阳红"。人走了以后,什么名和利,开心或不开心,始终都带不走。我是很会和别人说道理,好几个朋友也这么说过,但是却不会自己和自己说。我未曾没有这么试过,但是,当一个人失意的时候,什么好的道理都不会停留在脑袋里,只有负面的思想......

我真的很羡慕那些凡遇到不开心、不如意事时,都可以大声地和别人分享,大声痛苦一场,或是坦然面对,过了一会儿就完全恢复本来的生活。我自认在这方面是完全失败!我太自私了!凡遇到不高兴的事情只会默默地独自承担,收在心里。原因?我是个胆小鬼;我害怕在别人面前真情流露。我是个自私鬼;我不要其他人陪我一起伤心,一起烦。说了出来,他们会怎样看待我?会取笑我吗?会看轻我吗?或许是我想太多吧?我实在没有勇气告诉别人我内心的一些话。

有时候一个人会在查明真相之前就断章取义。这种情形最让我觉得无奈了。事实明明不是这样,但它却成为了事实。还有人家只是一时想不通,就说人无脑、没用脑,那你自己有手有脚,又不去做?!我心里面是这么想,但我可以说出口吗?我可以吗?说了出来事情只会变得更大,对双方都没有帮助,所以宁愿自己一个人委屈,也不愿别人认为我是真的那么想。我只要求和平、平静的生活,就已经足够。

在认识我已久的人的眼里,我是个爱哭鬼,因为他们认为事情明明很小,我却可以哭一餐。但是我想说,每个人的理解力不同,可能意见事对A来说是很小,但对B来说可以很大,因为每个人心想的东西不一样,经历过的东西也不一样。我的心真的太重了。我很想赶紧找到一个知心朋友,开心与不开心的时候都可以和他聊聊。朋友是有了,但是我什么时候才有勇气与它们一起分享呢?

29 June 2010

Insomnia

Its already 11:06pm and i am not on the bed. I felt a bit sleepy just now, around 10:30pm, but i couldn't sleep well till now. So, i got up from the bed and came into my room. (I was sleeping in my aunt's room)

Had a little comversation with my friend just now and felt a little bit not right. Maybe it was my fault to start the conversation??? Or maybe my friend was too over??? But, anyway, i am sorry if i've made you feel negative.

OK. I am going to watch my drama on pps now. Good night! =D

28 June 2010

What have i done so far?

It is already the 11th day of my semester break. Right from the first day of the break, i have been wanting to have a significant and meaningful holiday by doing some research regarding my studies for future use. I am also using this time to plan on my international exchange program in 2011 so that i don't get panic before the due date. =)

Yea, so, what have i done so far? The answer is........ I don't know. LOL. I did half of this and half of that. So does that count as 1?? >.< I hope i could finish, at least, finish researching on my international exchange plan by this week (preferably by wednesday!!!) And then continue on whatever research i want to do. Oh yea, i am also reading a 386 pages book, called "The Definite Book of Body Language" by Allan & Barbara Pease. It is a nice book and i've learnt a lot from it. The book teaches us how to read people's body language and approach to people with different body language. I think this would be helpful when dealing with people, no matter strangers or friends, in future, or in fact, starting from now on! =)

But 1 sad thing... I forgot to bring along the 3 books about cartooning that i have photocopied!!!!! So i can only learn to draw nicely when i am back in KL. =I Another sad thing... I forgot to bring along my 言情小说 with me as well!!!!! Owh... Maybe i could ask mum to bring it down for me. YES! =)

Woohoo!!! I think i am going out with my high school friends this thursday. Hope the plans is on!!! =) I have just talked to one of my high school best friend on the phone and we seemed to have a lot more to talk. I think the outing on thursday would be fun. Woohoo!!! I am watching toy story in 3D on this saturday as one of the celebration with my cousin. Her birthday is coming soon, therefore, we are celebrating her birthday on this coming saturday!!! =D

Hope i could finish doing some "serious" things before playing or slacking... >.< I am now addicted to baking life, one of the facebook game... OMG!!! Hope i can control myself when i am studying. Haha. OK. Happy Holidays to all Monashians and Good Luck to friends who are sitting for their exams. =D

08 June 2010

It's 8th June!

It's already 8th June 2010! Let me update my blog!

My finals for first semester is just around the corner, starting at 11th June (Grandfather's birthday XD) until 17th June. 3.5 months for 4 subjects isn't as good as 10 months for 5 subject, like pre-u. Assignments are relatively more than last year too. University life is therefore not that easy as a student have to be very discipline and hardworking. Anyway, i am still revising for my finals and feel quite ok for accounting, microeconomics and business statistics, BUT not for management yet. I just don't know how to study management. The subject is full of abstract theories and the text book is so freaking thick!!! How am i going to finish studying it by next week?!?! OMG.

As for the other three subject, i feel that practicing lots of exercises and pass year papers is quite sufficient. Of course some theories require reading, but they are still a lot more better than management. =)

I went to the library at 7.30am today (and yesterday as well). And i succeeded in doing back parking. LOL. And i get to park at the VIP parking space too! LLOOLL. Anyway, managed to finish 2.5 set of pass year exam papers for microeconomics, but so sad, they were without sample answers. Zzzz. Tomorrow will be a day to study my management. I hope i could, at least, finish reading the four management functions... Good luck Yueu Ning!!!

As for my first paper on friday, which is AFW1000, i am going to do my final revision on thursday, to prevent leakage of information from my brain. LOL. And management assignment will be given back on that day too. Really hope for a HD in that!!! Once again, good luck Yueu Ning!!! And good luck to all my friends who are having exams as well!!! =D

21 May 2010

Phew~~

Mum brought me to mid valley today because she wanted to introduce some management books for me to read. We were planning to go to Borders. However, when we reached there, we found out that there is only MPH. So, we went into there.

Before that, we went to Sony Service Centre to repair mum's MP3. But it will only be ready after 5 days. So, after filling up the form, we went for lunch at a japanese restaurant!!! =D BUT, the food wasn't that good though. =( We have also bought some tarts - durian tart and walnut tart!!! Nice!!! We also passed by a puzzle shop. OMG, the puzzles are so nice, awesome! It has already been a long time I haven't fix a puzzle since the last time... Time to get 1???

So, finally, we went to MPH. Read a couple of books on motivation and green business. We were surprised that there is actually a section on Green Business. Guess it is getting more important and a hot topic. We were ready to leave at 2.15pm. Mum went and return the books first, while i continue reading for a while. That time, i took out my handphone and found that there was a message:

"Yoh! How you send your assignment on Bb? ~ AnQi "

OMG!!! I just realised i haven't send my soft copy of management assignment, which was supposed to due on 5pm!!! I quickly grab my stuff and rushed out to ask my mum to go home immediately!!! And my mum lol-ed at me, as i was seldom that blur. Haha. So, we just bought a book and some stuff at Watson and went back home. And sadly, mum couldn't enjoy her cake at secret recipe. (A chance to diet! Hehe)

We managed to reach home at 3.45pm and i quickly send my assignment through Bb. Phew.... What an incident!!! I guess i was really tired on thursday night and forgot about the soft copy thing. >.< Thank God and AnQi for reminding... Lucky day! =D

10 May 2010

忍一时,风平浪静;退一不,海阔天空

人如果可以做到“忍一时,风平浪静;退一不,海阔天空”,那就真的很好了。

*Hates typing chinese using computer. Switches language.*

Actually what i wanted to say is that, if one is able to be patient, calm and tolerant all the time, then i feel that life will be more easier and happier. I wish i could be more patient too, but i just can't. I hate waiting - waiting for people, waiting for my turn, waiting for TRAFFIC!

Yea. This morning, we left home at 7.20am (which was late by 5 minutes as compared to usual), and when we reached the traffic light in front of Mydin, there was a BIG JAM. This proves that the traffic polices aren't doing a good job! We waited at the traffic light for 10 minutes. 10 MINUTES.What the heaven??!!!!! And my mind was already full of vulgar words. &#(!(@&$#&. ISSHHH. And luckily the traffic police in front of Summit was ok. However, when we reached the roundabout at Metro, the police was 5 times worse than the previous one. OMG.

Dear traffic police,
Please, you are here to improve the traffic condition, not to look at how bad the jam is! We pay your salary and yet you are giving us such a bad service. Dissapointed!

Yea, the police was standing at the roundabout and starring at the jam, as if he hasn't seen a traffic jam before. What the heaven??!!!!!

And so, i got very angry and annoying about this and i have decided not to attend the accounting lecture. I know i am being emotional here, but i just can't concentrate after being irritated by those stupid police!!! That's why i said, i hope to be more patient and calm. Sometimes, i take things too seriously and it might not be good. Lesson for the day: Leave home earlier! =)


03 May 2010

Quick update

Just a quick update to blog about what i want to say recently.

1. A few weeks back, i was chatting with one of my friends, A. And towards the end of our conversation, A suddenly typed "you are amusing", which made me feel shocked. But A was serious about it, so i replied "thank you". Yea, so the point is that, i still remember about it clearly, "you are amusing". And recently, whenever i feel not right, that sentence will pop out on my mind, which makes me feel a little bit better. I would like to thank A for typing that out. Although it might not be true or it might not be relevant now, but at least it was the past. =D Yea, thank you very much!

2. I am pretty upset on another friend, B. Although B is a straight forward and direct person, but i feel that B should not just say anything rude out just like that. Or use harsh words in a conversation. Maybe the other party will forgive B, but it is still not so good to just reply something rude although that is what you think. Probably B should rephrase it in a more polite manner.

3. I went to Caremon Highlands with my parents on last saturday! I felt like vomiting throughout the journey because of the curvy road. And the worse thing is, dad even used the road back to avoid the jam in the new road. SIGH. But it was a great experience though! =D

4. I have to say that "雨爱" by Rainie is a very nice song. My friend, C, has been saying that it is nice long long time ago, but i just feel its normal. Haha. Sorry C. It is really a nice song! =D

Yeap. Basically that's all i want to say. Great day! =D

30 April 2010

Assignments

Many of the university students should know that university life is full of assignments. As for me, enrolled in the bachelor of business and commerce course, ----- 8 assignments per sem! In this sem, there are 5 assignments to be handed in in may! And it will sure be a busy month, with two more tests coming up.

Well, i would say that time management is indeed important in dealing with these assignments due in the same month. Always start as early as possible so that you won't be panic. And don't think that assignments are difficult or boring homeworks, we learn things that we can't learn during the lectures or tutorials through extensive reading. Assignments are fun and exciting though! Especially they are done using computers, which makes things a lot more easier.

Personally, i think that assignments should be taken easily and seroiusly at the same time. Don't treat it as a homework, but treat it as a fun project. At the same time, plan your time well, read some journal articles or reference books to help writing out the assignments. Assignments are fun! =D

14 April 2010

It's my feeling

Sometimes i wonder are we good friends?? buddies?? or are we even friends - normal friends?? When we are chattable, the feeling is good, comfortable; however, when i saw all those actions you did, the feeling is not so good, and sometimes, quite dissapointing...

Nevertheless, i still hope that we can, at least, be normal friends. I will not forget the times spent with you. They are sometimes fun!

09 April 2010

Gratitute

Not only after i have experienced this, i think of treasuring people around me from now on. Family, friends, teachers, schoolmates...... 2010 is a year for me to learn to be thankful to these people, no matter how much they helped me, raised me, pampered me, made me happy, surprised me, hurt me, annoyed me... ... Thank you. I really treasure you a lot.

After reading a post of my friend, the feeling is even greater. The experience teaches me that although there might be conflicts or disatisfaction with someone before this, but it is already the past, the future is yet to come. And if we choose to remember those unhappiness, we will be unhappy forever. Therefore, we should try to forgive them. Accept them. Nevertheless, to also be thankful to those who love and care for you a lot. It is fate that we meet and be with them.

Be thankful to these people. Time will not stop for you. Don't regret for not appreciating the love's one until the time is up. Although sometimes they might not seem loving or caring to you, but deep inside their heart, they really do. When you have learned how to give out love, love will come into you heart.

29 March 2010

1 line difference

Sad
Happy

The difference between sad and happy is actually little. It is only a difference of the direction of curve of your mouth. However, this small aberration might have huge variation in a person's emotion, in terms of inner thoughts. Therefore, don't let small difference greatly affect yourself, but to alter your mood to how you would like to feel.

25 March 2010

Happy or sad?

Upon receiving a good news togather with a bad news, i do not know whether i should be happy or sad.

21 March 2010

哭砂

你是我最苦涩的等待    让我欢喜又害怕未来

你最爱说你是一颗尘埃    偶而会恶作剧的飘进我眼里

宁愿我哭泣    不让我爱你    你就真的像尘埃消失在风里

你是我最痛苦的抉择    为何你从不放弃漂泊

海对你是那么难分难舍    你总是带回满口袋的砂给我

难得来看我    却又离开我    让那手中泻落的砂像泪水流

风吹来的砂    落在悲伤的眼里   谁都看出我在等你

风吹来的砂    堆积在心里    是谁也擦不去的痕迹

风吹来的砂    穿过所有的记忆    谁都知道我在想你

风吹来的砂    冥冥在哭泣    难道早就预言了分离

17 March 2010

University loor...

I am finally in university now!!! So excited about it!!! I am taking Bachelor of Business and Commerce, which the course needs more of independent learning rather than relying on the lecturers, which is unlike Medicine and Engineering. We are suppose to choose our own subjects, allocate own timetable, read extra articles or journals and be prepared for lectures and tutorials. And, there are lots of assignments pending...

It has been the third week in university already and i am quite happy with it overally, managed to join a club and make new friends. The lectures are quite packed, with around 100-200 people per hall. So, i need to seat right in front in order to concentrate. The tutorials are great, with around 20 people per class. Although we were told to participate actively in class, but the class is quiet most of the time. Time for me to SOL (speak out loud)  =P

Assignments. On the first week itself, we were already given three assignments -  Business Statistics, Management and Economics. (-.- Zzz) Just passed up economics on monday, two more to go now. Hope i could finish them by this week?? I guess i'll have to stay in the library for friday and saturday. =D I've also set a personal timetable for extra studies to catch up with what the lecturer has taught.

Goals. YEAH!!! There is actually an inter university student exchange program offered by Monash, with more than 50 universities around the world. And, the most eye catching university is........... The university of Hong Kong!!! OMG, this is awesome! I am going to find out more about it and work harder, as i heard that the requirements are quite high. High Distiction, i want!!!! =D

05 March 2010

我要嫁白马王子

This is a true story about a girl named Feng, who wants to be married to a handsome, knowledgable, rich and kind hearted person, where she herself does not even meet 50% of those requirements. Yes, i mean it!

Feng is a cashier in a supermarket. Previously, she was in a relationship with Wu, who is only a.........., ok, i've forgotten his job, but his salary is only around 1000 dollars per month. Both of them look quite match. One day, Feng suddenly wants to break up with Wu with the reason, because she does not like Wu anymore. When asked to explain why, Feng claimed that there are no reasons to like to dislike a person. It is simply just a feeling. Moreover, it is shameful to have such a low class boyfriend beside her and her friends would laugh at her when they see Wu. Besides that, Feng also told Wu that she has a new boyfriend who is handsome, knowledgable, tall and rich, Zhi.

To Wu's dismay, he thinks that Zhi is not sincere towards this relationship. Zhi may have got some other intentions. Therefore, Wu arranged for an appointment with Feng to find out what is going on. Wu found out that Feng has actually listed down the criteria that she wants her future husband to be in a flyer and gave it to people on the streets, so that those who meets those requirements could give her a call.

Why did she listed such a high requirements? And she answered so CONFIDENTLY, "because i was well educated since 9 years old, i know poems and i wrote to XXX magazines, where no one could exceed my achievements in the previous and next 300 years!" (What the heaven?!) "And since no one could exceed my achievements, so they might use their handsome look to match me!" She continued with a SARCASTIC smile. Feng even said that she classifies her friends into groups of 5, ranging from 1, being the best, to 5, being the worst. Wu asked her how has she classify him, and she said Wu is not even in the 5th class! With another sarcastic smile. (What the heaven?!)

Wu was desperate. He went and see Xue, a friend of Feng who introduces Feng to Wu. Xue said that she would help Wu to advice Feng. However, later on, Wu found that Zhi was also introduced by Xue to Feng! And finally, Xue and Zhi appeared to say some words. Zhi said that he was there to tell the truth that he does not like Feng at all as she is ugly and is always staying in her own world. Zhi wants to break up with Feng! (Great!) While Xue thinks that Feng's action was silly, so, her intention to introduce Zhi to Feng was actually to let Feng knows how bad herself is... The psychologist also said that Feng's sight is a bit small as she always thought she was the best, probably because she was from a small town, and has not discovered the other part of the world. Feng was also told not to be so CONFIDENT!

癞蛤蟆想吃天鹅肉? Insane!

- Adapted from In Life, Jiang Su TV, China -

01 March 2010

中年女男友仅比儿子大一岁

This is a story about a middle aged woman, Yang, who's currently a widow and has fell in love with a young man named Ming, whose age is only 26 years. After the death of Yang's husband, Yang continued maintaining his shop. Later then, Ming came and open a stall beside Yang's grocery shop. As time passed by, Ming and Yang fell in love as Ming was constantly showing his love towards Yang.

After a few months, Yang's second son has found out about it and he told his elder brother, Chang about it. Chang rushed home from his work. He found a few male's clothes in his wardrobe and some personal identifications of Ming in his house. Besides that, he also found that the name of owner of the grocery shop has been changed to Ming's name. Therefore, Chang suspects that Ming is not serious towards his relationship with Yang, but rather to cheat her money.

Yang refused to admit that both of them are in a close relationship. And Ming dissapeared suddenly! Ming's housemates said that Ming has a girlfriend who is much older then him. Some other informations about Ming's girlfriend given by them have proven that "she" is Yang, and Chang was pretty sure about that. Yang has finally admitted that she is in a relationship with Ming. Yang added, Ming promised that he will be with Yang forever regardless of what the others think of them. Yang has also shown Chang a letter from Ming to her about his oath of love to Yang.

Chang was still unsure about the love of Ming towards Yang. He claimed that if Ming is serious about the relationship, he wouldn't have dissapeared for such a long period of time! Now, Yang showed Chang a letter written by his father before he died. From the letter, Chang found that his father knows about the relationship between Ming and Yang before he died, and has agreed to let them be together. In his letter, he admitted that he was not responsible enough as a husband. He hopes that Yang can live the rest of her life happily with a man she loves.

Now, Chang tries his best to contact Ming so that his mother could see him. However, one of Ming's friend claimed that Ming is engaged to another woman at the same time! Chang was very angry to hear about it and Ming has finally turned up. Ming has became so different and stated firmly that he does not love Yang anymore! Yang is so upset about Ming. After some consolation, Yang feels better and is willing to live her life well with her sons.

Age is still a factor to consider for a relationship.

- Adapted from In Life, Jiang Su TV, China -

27 February 2010

一个人的拯救

This is a story about a man, Liu, who has adopted a child, named Chong, in China. Chong was only about a few months old when he was adopted by Liu and he was dumped by his parents. So, Liu and his family (wife, two sons and a daughter) decided to adopt Chong as their family member. Chong was cute and happy all the while and Liu and his wife were also willing to care for Chong and treat him as their own child.

After a few years, Chong began to behave differently. He cries for the whole night and sweats easily. These symptoms continued for some time. So, Liu brought him to the hospital for check up. Unfortunately, the doctor found out that Chong has been suffering from anaemia since birth and needs bone marrow transplantation in order to survive. However, Liu is only a farmer and does not have much income for such a huge surgery. Therefore, the only thing to do is to transfuse blood to Chong monthly. And for this, Liu collects alluminium tins and plays Er Hu at night to earn extra income.

The transfusion of blood has cost a lot. Liu was forced to borrow money from his relatives and friends and has accumulated a lot of unclear debts. Chong is now six. Over the years, Liu's family adviced him to give Chong away as they do not have enough money to survive like that. His second son is currently under medical control too. But Liu insisted to have Chong with him as he couldn't see Chong suffering. He would like to care for Chong.

Liu's wife and two of his children left him because of this. Liu also found that Chong has dissapeared out of a sudden. He suspects that his wife has sold Chong to someone else as she does not want Liu to continue raising Chong. After a few rounds of search, Chong is finally found. He was with Liu's daughter all the while, and now he has been returned back to Liu. Liu also said that he is willing to support this child although he is not financially stable. He will do his best for Chong because he wants Chong to live happily and healthily.

Be responsible for your family.
-Adapted from In Life, Jiang Su TV, China-

24 February 2010

A friend in need is a friend indeed

There sure are times when we feel down or sad for some kind of reasons or problems unsolved, and we need support and comfort from somebody else that we trust and is close to. They could be our family, friends, teachers, counsellors, etc. However, these people are not always ready to help us as they might have something else to do at that point of time. And there arises the feeling of lonely and helpless, and also the thought of "no one is beside me, i am alone."

Recently, B looked for me due to some of the problems faced by her, and she would like to talk to someone. She messaged me through msn, but i did not reply to her message because i did not notice it as i was playing game. After i saw her message, she has already appear offline. So, i smsed her and asked her about that. She came online and told me about her problems.

Throughout our conversations, she kept on telling me that no one is beside her to comfort her when she's down, no one to support her when she needs it, and no one to share her happiness too. And i replied, "you still have your friends here for you. When you need help, just message me, i will always try my best to help you. The most important thing is, you must say it out so that you can feel better. =)" And she thank me for helping her.

The point of writting this out is to remind ourselves (including me and of course the readers) to try our best to help our friends and family whenever they need help. I mean, if they have made an effort to call or message you and tell you about their problems, they must have been seeing you as someone trustworthy and is comfortable sharing it with you. Try not to ignore them or say something like "i dont know" "sorry, i cant help you", this in turns makes them feel more helpless. Friendship wont last long like this. In fact, we will also go through depression and need help from someone else, isn't it?

Remember, do good and we will feel good. It is actually happy to help someone. It is not the kind of happiness we feel when we are rewarded or when we have succeeded, it's the kind of happiness deep inside our heart. It could not be described using any words. So, do not only mind our own business, but sometimes, care for others who needs help. You will feel more satisfied and happy that way.

12 February 2010

Moodless

For once i felt that i could not do anything because i am totally moodless without reasons.

No mood to watch movie; No mood to draw; No mood to listen to musics; No mood to eat; No mood to read; No mood to knit; No mood to chat; No mood to sleep.

What can i do?

5 minutes later, i was jumping and spinning all around my house, but still without happiness.  LOL

05 February 2010

Im excited!!!!!

After signing up for a course at Monash University, M'sia, i was so excited about it! A new life is beginning soon...

For what i heard from the adults and some of my seniors, University life is exciting. Mum always asked me to enjoy myself and get involve in activities in university since young. And now, i am going to start a new life in Monash after CNY! Woohoo~~

I am going to be in a NEW environment, meet NEW friends, exposed to NEW experiences, learn NEW knowledge....... Oh, i simply cant wait for that day to arrive!

Goals i want to achieve in a NEW year:
1. Be more friendly and initiative, talk to new schoolmates.
2. Excel in my academic, with an average of 85% and above.
3. Involve in various activities to gain new experiences.

Well, after i told mum about my goals for this year, she said that probably the Success Principle by Jack Candfield helped a lot, and i am clearer on my goals......?? But anyway, i am going to enjoy the first year in university, and at the same time, treating it seriously to achieve my goals! =D

01 February 2010

Knitting

I've seen my aunt knitting a few months ago n it looks fun! So, i've also dcided 2 learn knitting during tis long long holiday. N finally, i get 2 blog about it as i was knitting sthg 4 my frens n wouldn't wan thm 2 kno until i've given thm their present.

I started with a scaf, a blue color scaf, where i plan 2 giv it 2 my mum, but i don thk she'll appreciate it. So, i thk i'll jz knit sthg else 4 her in future. Haha. It was not without challenges, but you tube helps a lot, as there r video clips on knitting tutorials. It took me 2 wks 2 finish knitting it. Haha. Well, i thk its not bad, coz im only a beginner. =D

Then, i tried knitting scafs of diff patterns, 4 my cousin's n my bear. LOL. I also knitted flowers, which i've dcided 2 giv it 2 my frens, n i hope thy'll like it.

How about crocheting? Crochet is difficult. I jz can't hold d yarn n d needle properly. Although crochet flowers r nice n i would like 2 learn tat, but i do not hv d patience 2 prac on it. So, let it b...... Focus on knitting.

My aunt has also brought me 2 a shop which sells various kind of yarns in QBM. OMG, d yarns r special n nice. I hope i could hv thm all... Mayb 1 day i shld go n buy som yarns 2 make myself a scaf. Hahaha.

Here r som pics on my productions...
Scaf.
Scarf 4 my teddy bear.
Knitted flowers.

Scarfs 4 my cousin's bear.

Hat n scaf 4 me, made by my aunt. =D

A visit 2 cyberjaya

My parents need 2 drop sthg at LKW's house, so, i followed thm 2 LKW uni n his house. LKW uni isn't an ordinary uni. It's know as LimKokWing's University of Creative Technology. D interior of LKW uni is extraordinary. Although i din manage 2 walk around d whole building, but fr d outside look, it really shows creativity. But.......... i'll NEVER gonna study at LKW uni. NEVER EVER.

After tat, v went 2 LKW's house. His house does not look like a house at all. It's like som kind of unique building rather thn a house. =.= I've also saw Mahathir's house, which is only opp of LKW's house. Mahathir's house has a country look feeling. It looks peaceful... simple n nice...

Here r som pics i took on d way..


LKW's University of Creative Technology

29 January 2010

Sudoku freak

Recallin d past, i used 2 finish a sudoku puzzle online b4 i went 2 sch during F4/F5 in d morning. XD

During tis long holiday, i hv also did tat, which is 2 open d STAR newspaper 2 d comic section, n stat doin d sudoku puzzle 4 d day. =D I usually finish d puzzle within... 10 mins? yea i kno its long.. LOL. Som of their puzzles r diff, which took me longer time 2 finish. But somtimes, when d puzzle is 2 diff, i would stop half way! =P

I found tat practicing sudoku is a gd way 2 train up our logical thinking as it involves numbers n arrangements. N it's also better thn watching movie, onlining, playing comp games all d time. At least ur mind works when ur doin a puzzle. *blink blink*



I wan tis!!!

27 January 2010

Drawings (Comp)

It is normal 2 feel bored during long holidays. 2 cure my boredom, i've dcided 2 re-pick up my "Paint" skills by drawing. Here r they. =)


Thank you drawings.



Sea World


Insect World


Animals.


Transports.


Birthday.

It wasn't diff 2 draw using paint at all, provided u hv a "laptop pen" or a mouse will do. D keyboard mouse is rather diff 2 control... N actually, u could draw using straight lines, curve lines, square, circle, polygons, etc.. provided in Paint, which i discovered a few times after i drew... =.=""" N thn color thm. =D

06 January 2010

No Plastic Day

Went out with my grandparents to sunshine square supermarket again after dinner. As usual, im d driver. One gd thg of bcomin a drver nw is tat it improves my drvin n parkin skills. N also my sense of direction. LOL

CNY songs were already playing although it's 1 more month ahead. Grandma bought a jeans, n thn, v went downstairs 2 shop 4 som groceries. IT'S WEDNESDAY - THE NO PLASTIC BAG DAY, AGAIN. Since january 2010, d minister of penang has declaired every mon, tues n wed as "no plastic bag day". All supermarkets or hypermarkets r not allowed to giv out plastic bags to customers. If customers insist to hv it, thy'll hv 2 pay 20 cents extra. As 4 small grocery shops, every monday will b a "no plastic bag day".

I've seen interview reports on tis program. Som say it's gd n som say it's troublesome as thy can;t brg a green bag with thm all d time. Personally, i thk tis program is gd. As 4 2day, i thk v could save at least 5 plastic bags 4 wat v hv bought. If every1 were 2 do tat, it can help save up 2 1 million plastic bags per day?? Tis is also 1 of d steps 2 save d environment though.




04 January 2010

Nvr ending driver life

It's d 1st day of school! =) but i do not need 2 attend school as im stil deciding on which uni 2 enter. so, i jz stayed at home. unfortunately, i need 2 bcom a driver 2 my family members.

In d afternoon, grandma asked me 2 drv her 2 d wet market 2 buy som stuff. so, i accompanied her there 2 buy som ingredients 4 cny cookies n som vege. after i came bac, my cousin asked me 2 brg her outside 2 buy som stationeries. n i drove her out again. in d evening, i went n pic up my cousin fr school with my grandma again. after dinner, grandma said :"lets go 2 tesco." n i hv 2 drv her there again. =.=""" its so sien being a driver... in n out 4 times a day. LOOOL

But, its gd 2 b d 1 who gives rather thn taking all d time. =) so, i'll jz treat it as a comunity service 4 a month. hahaha XD