04 September 2009

Feeling Sorry

Tis evening, as usual, i took d sch bus 2 mydin fr college, but as unusual, i dcided 2 Plan-A back, rather thn taking d public bus, where i hv 2 wait 4 at least another 30mins.
On my journey back, i hv open my mind.

Sometimes, life may b unfair. But tat is juz purely on our own thought. D real situation may not b tat life is unfair. In fact, life is fair all d time.

There is a primary school on my way back, n it was almost time for classes 2 end. Therefore, there r cars n parents outside d sch gate, waiting 4 their beloved children.
And i noticed tat there r quite a numbr of fathers waiting.
I din mean anythg, but my impression 2 a father is tat they should b stil busy working in their respective office, busy in meetings, etc... rather than standing outside d school, fetching their children home.

Tis makes me relate 2 my dad.
I could say tat somtimes he does irritates me as he is juz diff fr me & my mum. He does not kno how 2 act quick in certain situation, n tis makes us feel frustrated about it. He is gud at some times, but he might juz throw his anger out when he is HOT! Bad EQ... He is not innitiative enough, both at home & at work & tis could be linked 2 d term "irresponsible" as well. He seldom has d innitiative 2 start a convo with us, he is juz 2 quiet at times 2 us, but he can talk on d phone & laugh out loud for minutesssssssss.

However, when u come 2 thk of it, who on earth does not hv weaknesses?? Therefore, v shld try 2 c more of d gd side of others 2 cover up their weak side. ^_^
Yea, relating it back 2 my dad.
He is a caring dad, i wld say... He does everythg i asked him 2 do to his best!

There was once where i hv accidently left an important book in d college, n i asked him wat time wil he b back. N he replied "mayb 9pm. anythg?". N so i told him tat i hv left my book in d library n i need it. Tis was wat he replied "So i go back n pick u up, thn after tat i com back 2 work. ok 4 u?" But i din noticed d last part where he said he has 2 go b8 2 work, n i replied "ok". When he called me, only i kno tat he still needs 2 go back 2 work. So i asked him "thn y u com back??" He said "nvm la, u need ur book mah.." I felt so wrong 2 not notice d last part of his msg. N oni thn i knew tat i m so lucky tat i hv such a good & responsible & caring dad. ^^

There was another time where i need 2 stay back at college late, which is until 7pm. So i asked him whether or not he could pick me up bcoz d last bus is 6.30pm, if i m not mistaken. Moreover, it is quite dangerous 2 wait 4 d public bus at mydin after 7pm.. It's dark. N he said he could, n wil arrive at 7.30pm. When v reach d carpark, he turned 2wards d lift, where normally he would park at our parking lot 1st. So i asked him, "where r u goin??" (hoping d ans was leaving me at d lift & he meets me after he has parked his car) But he told me tat he stil needs 2 meet som1 else. N i asked him "y din u tel me?? thn i juz take d bus back mah..." He replied "family is my priority".. Touching rite??

I hv a caring dad. N i thk tat tis is d most important quality of being a gud father.
I feel really sorry about hvin a thought tat u r not a responsible dad b4 tis.
Juz wanna say thank you 4 being my dad & thank you 4 being caring.

N tis is specially for u:

# You are my superhero, right from the beginnning;
You have a place of honour, deep inside my heart. #




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